If I had you!
Title: If I had you!
Fandom: Real Person / au / slash / angst / emotional
Characters / couples: Johnny Weir / Orlando Bloom
Rating: Orange
Disclaimers: This story is homosexual love, if it does not bother to read!
Summary: Sometimes, when you're young, impulsivity can make mistakes.
Part 33 °
If I had you! Orlando
Johnny ... "Then you're ready?-I asked for the second time that sera.Da a good half hour to prepare and expect it to end, for each of my first film, I was somewhat nervoso.Una thing that I never used at all, the crowd, autographs, continuous flash in the eye and endless interviews and boring to say the usual impressions of the film.
I took a look at my wristwatch , it was getting really late. I was almost rushing
room to scold him but then thought that he was the first time I did do an front.Purtroppo we could not stay together, Johnny was not part of the main cast, was part of the corps de ballet, he and other students would together throughout the evening.
-What do you think?-Johhny's voice interrupted the course of my pensieri.Mi turned and appeared to me in all its delicate beauty, I had never seen him dressed like that. She wore a classic dark blue night , moderately shiny, finely embroidered white shirt stood out from under his jacket to his chest with two buttons, gold cufflinks and a white tie with silver threads, classic and straight trousers. Although it was an enchanted
very thin.
When I laid eyes on her hair because I knew we had put all that tempo.Li had made them had coiffed hair and pulling slightly behind orecchie.Aveva put a light makeup on eyes and lips, which had an attitude a smile pulled on some emotion.
-Six amazing!-Exclaimed, spreading his arms for accoglierlo.Non was swift, and approached with caution, came to my lips to touch.
When he pulled back I looked from head to toe and look seriously evaluated my mise.Stette a little too long in his evaluation that I sbuffai .- So what's the verdict!-Mumbled a little disappointed.
-He looked at me seriously and shaking his head said, "Is there anybody who takes their coats like you! None .. Got it? -
I stared into his eyes as he said to give strength to his assertion.
-Well in fact you are not the only one who made me see I said with a tone of mock-sufficiency But now we really have to hurry if we do not want to give up for lost! -
Johnny went off before I leave a scent for the home.
As I drive to the theater, I thought that that chapter of my life was ending.
After a while I was totally wrapped in my thoughts about my future and I only saw like a white sheet in front of me.
I had not any project, since the end of filming, I had a strange feeling that I could not define him, even if I had to name the first word that came to mind was: melancholy, or nostalgia.
A closer look inside me I knew who it was reported that sentiment: Johnny. Define
months before with him would be based on what our relationship was just a coward by For my part, I'd put up against the wall.
I was not able to forget the fact that he preferred to Alan.
I never wanted to know of their relationship, and Johnny had never addressed the subject, apart obviously from my attitude, I just knew that he had left for work a year and a half prima.La their story was too bitter a pill
to digest. I felt chills as I
pelle.Lo! .. And I like when I met him at the school dance! .. What was given to me unconditionally, one who, seeing me make love to another had given mad with jealousy.
think that had seemed so sincere, I could have sworn that everything we had lived together was important for him.
may not want to lose the goose that lays the golden eggs only.
I felt that I would not have been better able to continue in that way, because Johnny had done everything in his power to procure a balanced when we had to meet again, he put his needs into the background, I knew very well the difficulties that had been meeting on set.Senza me noticing I had tried to help him in any way, quietly, but unfortunately the problems were intrinsic to the context.
I realized that I was now facing a crossroads, I had to figure out what I wanted to do with us.
I had to figure out if I could leave go to the love I felt for him, if I understand what he did for me was out of love or the need to reciprocate.
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