; If I had you! 31 ° part
If I had you! 31 ° part
Johnny
as I was locked in a bubble.
heard his voice but it was as if coming from afar, was in the background, I vaguely remember what I said, I was too incredulous about what was happening.
When we finished dinner I was still more or less the same condition as when we were in the car, I do not know if he realized the situation but, given the way the events unfolded from that point on, I think he did all mechanically, having fixed in his mind what he wanted from me.
He made me sit beside him on the couch and casually turned on the TV in front. The disappointment was felt at once scorching, I was expecting anything from him. I hoped last thing I wanted to ask me to tell him, when he begged to hear, but his attitude was clear that he had no intention.
We were still sitting there next to each other, I suddenly put his arm around her shoulders nonchalantly, the heart was galloping in my chest without permesso.Con the palm of his hand, which burned like fire I stroked the top of the arm and he continued to watch TV.
I stood motionless like a statue.
After a while he moved, and turned his head towards me to lay a kiss on the profile of my jaw, he stopped and slowly stroking moved from the shoulder on my face and then on the neck. Determined
pulled me towards you trying to kiss me, grabbed my wrist and pull me to get even more power against him and join his body.
Start slowly, sealing his lips on mine, taking the time to enjoy my lips, I felt his tongue in my mouth tirelessly poking around my wrapping, I sucked for a long time until I felt her lips ache.
Like all the other times that I had reserved his care I was in paradise, but something told me that everything was too perfect, something was not right in the whole scene.
The last time he had said to stay away from him, he would not have anything to do with me.Che what had changed from that night? What did that its closer to me.
The response was swift because his hands became bold, bold and intrusive.
Even in moments of great intimacy had never touched me like that, without tenderness, as if I were an object of pleasure.
That last part definitely enlighten thoughts on the reason for my presence at his house.
course my heart had immediately understood the situation, but the brain had preferred to quarantine them rather to see reality. His touch greedy
the fog had thinned out, shedding light on the situation.
understand it and reject it was a whole, I walked away from me suddenly.
What a surprise appeared in his eyes, not sure if I would ever expect from me, but when I crossed my eyes at once knew that he had hurt his accounts.
-What's the matter now? Churches-frowning.
-I have to ask yourself the same question, I'm afraid! -
-If I remember correctly the last time we spoke I've thrown my arms around him and what happened after I felt that I was sorry! "Said ironically. Orlando-
what you want from me?-I tried cut short.
-It seemed to have been quite chiaro.Johnny! .. You know you always had the power to attract me in the past and I have ample evidence that you do not mind what you did, I thought we could all spend so much pleasant evening, without so many complications! ..-
I can not believe what you're saying! said in the voice-already a little flawed.
-It did not work between us emotionally! -.. Remember? .. So when I telefonasti told me to tell me that you would put with Alan! .. About what happened to your worthy fellow? You .. Erotic tried other tricks?-Her voice had a touch of wry
-Just go away!-Telling This m'avviai to stride towards the door of the house.
Johnny-Come on .. you would not want to make you a declaration of love! "Said in a tone more conciliatory this time.
-I do not want anything from you ... you did not understand .. I have never given the opportunity to clarify!
-..- I go there in my room! Interrupted me-if ..- feel the need to be with me ... .. join me as I feel, or even go away!, said that he turned and disappeared through the door of his room.
I stood repeating in my head all who had the nerve to tell me.
-If you feel the need to be with me as I feel it! He- così.Solo that God knew what I wanted to be with him.
He admitted that he was missing but I had never said he loved me, but I had always hoped that was the case.
This time it was clear he only wanted sex from me.
not started well with us, and I could not allow it to end like that.
Maybe I could hope that with time to regain some confidence in me, maybe it would riucito believe me one day.
continued to remain stationary in the room of his house, the thought of being taken from him without feeling made me sad, but I was even aware that if I left it probably never would see piùuna've finished the movie, fate would not have been so generous to repeat that fortune.
I stared at her door and made my decision.
Orlando
When I was in my room, finally letting go I leaned against the door and pulled a respiro.La long desire to Johnny overflowed from me now, if I'd gone mad with desire to have reached.
As always, the smell persisted upon me making me go crazy.
I undressed and lay down on the bed, after checking that there were on the table for all things sex.
I completely undressed and lay on his back.
Johnny's face was stuck in my head, the look on his face when he realized what miravo.
I did not hear the sound of the door, was still in the vestibule.
imagined that assessed whether or not to join.
hands went down to my sex, I grabbed him with all his fingers and began to stroke it very slowly.
I looked up at the door and saw the silhouette of Johnny who stood out in the gloom.
looked at what I was doing in a very serious face, his features drawn so that looked like a different person.
-Come-I said, holding out a hand with the palm facing up.
posasse waited for her hand in mine as I watched him undress in front of me.
Her naked body and beautiful occhi.I appeared before my eyes and his lips were shiny.
few seconds later put his hand to mine.
I drove to sit on me, he was docile and folded her knees next to me.
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