If I had you!
Title: If I had you!
Fandom: Real Person / au / slash / angst / emotional
Characters / couples: Johnny Weir / Orlando Bloom
Rating: Orange
Disclaimers: This story is homosexual love, if it does not bother to read!
Summary: Sometimes, when you're young, impulsivity can make mistakes.
If I Had You! 34 ° PART
An immense crowd filled the square in front of the teatro.Ogni so I peered around to being able to see Orlando, but we were too far from the VIP area.
I was a little confused, was my first experience in the entertainment field, I remembered very little about the advice he had bestowed on me the more experienced fellow adventurers, and of course Orlando.
-All because of my emotions!-I thought.
then I just smile, trying not to do so only with your teeth. Finally the
vidi.Salutava around showing off their beautiful smiles with his next partner, now and then approached his lips to the ears of the latter to murmur something, they were at the game like a script, a script to which they submitted willingly, because Orlando, when he wanted, he had an irresistible charm.
The usual twinge of jealousy, jealousy that he had ruined our relationship and that had given me a lot of trouble and suffering, was heard, similar to a dagger that pierced through me making me feel helpless and remembering that he was not and I probably never would be the state.
Sooner or later you would be tired of me, he mentioned that he liked women and that I was probably just a fad.
Even in the worst moments of my head had never produced a guess simile.Mi asked why at that time I had driven up to a pessimism simile.Non knew me an answer and continued to work with my imagination.
After the first there was the party where, from Orlando, I received a few that look complicit.
When the evening finally ran out I was relieved.
The first took place as smooth as oil, as the film was accepted just fine, but I had spent all night thinking about our problems.
I was trudging to the living room shaking hands and exchanging a few words on the right and left, when I could not do without, avoiding groups of people talking thick dense.
I thought of the jealousy that made me feel so evil, maybe it was insecurity that I was living, stand next to him and not being able to express all my amore.Mi often wondered if he had forgiven for leaving him.
between us was not like at first, but it was not even just gave me sesso.Orlando caresses often outside of the bed and talked a lot of us, of course we never touched on the topic Alan, and I n ' I looked good from farlo.In conclusion I was always worried about what to do.
-It would have been always like this? I always lived with this insecurity? .. With eternally unresolved doubts?-Why can not I let go?-I kept telling myself.
casamolto before I returned to Orlando, and decided to go immediately to bed because I was exhausted.
four o'clock in the morning I heard him rincasare.Entrò in our room where she undressed quickly to the darkness that spread the light of the corridor.
I was asleep, but when I heard the key turn in the lock I woke up.
cautamente.Sussurrai He lay beside me in the dark:-Orlando? -
-Si Johnny! "He replied.
-Com 'is gone?-I asked him came to him.
E 'Everything went great! ... But now we sleep .. I'm half dead I'll tell you all tomorrow .. ok?-I said to my approaching lips waiting for the kiss. I put
my lips to his softly running his fingers through his curly-Good night-I murmured.
-Sweet dreams! "He replied.
He lay on his back, resting her head on the pillow where he slept immediatamente.Un little disappointed I went up to him as much as possible by placing his cheek on his arm.
The heat transmitted to me the closeness of his body rocked me and I fell asleep immediately.
I was a little confused, was my first experience in the entertainment field, I remembered very little about the advice he had bestowed on me the more experienced fellow adventurers, and of course Orlando.
-All because of my emotions!-I thought.
then I just smile, trying not to do so only with your teeth. Finally the
vidi.Salutava around showing off their beautiful smiles with his next partner, now and then approached his lips to the ears of the latter to murmur something, they were at the game like a script, a script to which they submitted willingly, because Orlando, when he wanted, he had an irresistible charm.
The usual twinge of jealousy, jealousy that he had ruined our relationship and that had given me a lot of trouble and suffering, was heard, similar to a dagger that pierced through me making me feel helpless and remembering that he was not and I probably never would be the state.
Sooner or later you would be tired of me, he mentioned that he liked women and that I was probably just a fad.
Even in the worst moments of my head had never produced a guess simile.Mi asked why at that time I had driven up to a pessimism simile.Non knew me an answer and continued to work with my imagination.
After the first there was the party where, from Orlando, I received a few that look complicit.
When the evening finally ran out I was relieved.
The first took place as smooth as oil, as the film was accepted just fine, but I had spent all night thinking about our problems.
I was trudging to the living room shaking hands and exchanging a few words on the right and left, when I could not do without, avoiding groups of people talking thick dense.
I thought of the jealousy that made me feel so evil, maybe it was insecurity that I was living, stand next to him and not being able to express all my amore.Mi often wondered if he had forgiven for leaving him.
between us was not like at first, but it was not even just gave me sesso.Orlando caresses often outside of the bed and talked a lot of us, of course we never touched on the topic Alan, and I n ' I looked good from farlo.In conclusion I was always worried about what to do.
-It would have been always like this? I always lived with this insecurity? .. With eternally unresolved doubts?-Why can not I let go?-I kept telling myself.
casamolto before I returned to Orlando, and decided to go immediately to bed because I was exhausted.
four o'clock in the morning I heard him rincasare.Entrò in our room where she undressed quickly to the darkness that spread the light of the corridor.
I was asleep, but when I heard the key turn in the lock I woke up.
cautamente.Sussurrai He lay beside me in the dark:-Orlando? -
-Si Johnny! "He replied.
-Com 'is gone?-I asked him came to him.
E 'Everything went great! ... But now we sleep .. I'm half dead I'll tell you all tomorrow .. ok?-I said to my approaching lips waiting for the kiss. I put
my lips to his softly running his fingers through his curly-Good night-I murmured.
-Sweet dreams! "He replied.
He lay on his back, resting her head on the pillow where he slept immediatamente.Un little disappointed I went up to him as much as possible by placing his cheek on his arm.
The heat transmitted to me the closeness of his body rocked me and I fell asleep immediately.
The next morning when I woke up I felt immensely sad, I could see everything clearly, and the answer was inevitable: Nothing would ever certainly changed and I could go on and on for a lot in those conditions, at least until it had ascertained that he counted for something, that somehow I was important.
I realized that I needed to be loved unconditionally, and that I could do the same with all my might.
So I decided to get away from that situation, so I did the suitcase.
I realized that I needed to be loved unconditionally, and that I could do the same with all my might.
So I decided to get away from that situation, so I did the suitcase.
After the shower I prepared the coffee, sipped on his feet, his head a thousand miles from lì.Non I noticed that behind me there was Orlando :
-Johnny? ... but what do you already standing? .. and why you packed it? -
I turned and saw her look-allarmato. I go on ... I can not stay! "said a calm, but resolute.
-Ma .. which means ?....-
I go away because it is not a situation that I can endure much longer I can be your tempo.Non warmers for the rest of my life .. you think? On first seemed confused, but after a while he exclaimed: "Why
use that term so bleak !....
-will also be bleak but it is what it is! ... No more, less .-
-Inside you know it is not so!-whispered. Where
had pulled out of that tone of voice? Perhaps it is the reserve for special occasions!-I thought ironically
He approached and began to caress the volto.Tenni downcast eyes and tried not to get involved with the sound of his voice, to remain faithful to my propositi.Me I owed, it was time I started to love me.
-Yesterday I thought a lot to us, you know-I said, raising his eyes to cross and sinking in his black sea .-
-Orlando .. listen to me We tried, but did not work, I realize now you know You'll never forgive the story with Alan!-His fingers on my skin became a little tight to those words.
-Have you seen? .. I told you, only to hear him mention it returns you to the back -
-But no you're wrong! Broke-he-It 's something I can overcome! I'll give you proof!
-Lo said, all in one breath and hugged me, pressing hard on his heart.
-not take it anymore! ... Now I'm starting to know me! .. I need to feel loved .. and to love! -
He was silent, I looked into her eyes, her lips tightened.
-Johnny? ... but what do you already standing? .. and why you packed it? -
I turned and saw her look-allarmato. I go on ... I can not stay! "said a calm, but resolute.
-Ma .. which means ?....-
I go away because it is not a situation that I can endure much longer I can be your tempo.Non warmers for the rest of my life .. you think? On first seemed confused, but after a while he exclaimed: "Why
use that term so bleak !....
-will also be bleak but it is what it is! ... No more, less .-
-Inside you know it is not so!-whispered. Where
had pulled out of that tone of voice? Perhaps it is the reserve for special occasions!-I thought ironically
He approached and began to caress the volto.Tenni downcast eyes and tried not to get involved with the sound of his voice, to remain faithful to my propositi.Me I owed, it was time I started to love me.
-Yesterday I thought a lot to us, you know-I said, raising his eyes to cross and sinking in his black sea .-
-Orlando .. listen to me We tried, but did not work, I realize now you know You'll never forgive the story with Alan!-His fingers on my skin became a little tight to those words.
-Have you seen? .. I told you, only to hear him mention it returns you to the back -
-But no you're wrong! Broke-he-It 's something I can overcome! I'll give you proof!
-Lo said, all in one breath and hugged me, pressing hard on his heart.
-not take it anymore! ... Now I'm starting to know me! .. I need to feel loved .. and to love! -
He was silent, I looked into her eyes, her lips tightened.
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