If I had you! 35 ° part: Johnny Orlando
I looked into my eyes and there I read the resignation, his words were sacrosanct smarrimento.Le the truth and had struck sign in: I was monstrously egoista.Dovevo find the road to forgiveness, the heartfelt, for lui.Comunque things had taken place between us and anything he did not deserve in any way to be treated that way.
but I never thought it was just a warming-pan, I only wanted to defend myself from him, I did not want to suffer for our relationship and I wanted to put some distance between us noi.Probabilmente I had managed, despite the many recent I did not think most of us very closely to that modo.Da I was aware that she loves him still, but his words reveal things that I never focused on myself: Do not I had never stated my feelings, I went in to this crisis, stayed silent, not knowing what to say, how to justify myself, I was watching and waiting for something from me, a sign, almost not breathing, anxiety of waiting.
-I need love! The affected in-ears, I almost shouted. Johnny
I planted there in the middle of the kitchen, he went there with steps determinati.In that moment I was sure of it lost, if I had not decided to do something, anything.
I followed him into the bedroom where she was picking up the latest things and insert them in valigia.Ero behind him and got both hands to place them on his shoulders:-Johnny! You .. Please do not go ... I love you! -
-Sorry! .. you are out of time! "she said.
-You know that is the truth .. I've always known in your heart .. even in the worst moments! ..- I said, hoping to persuade.
-No! - That's not how it works .. my friend! Feelings external needs, our partner can not play forever to riddles, there comes a time to be clear, because we are so we more aware of us! .. But the problem is not only this, but ... is that you stubbornly decided not to forgive, you've tried hard in recent months not to do it! .. and as you did with us is over! - Johnny
-up to you to forgive me! .. do not you understand?-My hands will not stop shaking his arms to give more force to my words-I can only tell you that I will give all ... if you give me a chance!-took advantage of a moment of confusion caused by my words, I run my hands on her back and stroked, I approached my face and leaned against the front of her:-I love you! you .. I love so much!-murmured moved.
A small tear from my eyes peeped who went on to land his fronte.Ci both looked at each other surprised, then, maybe a little tentatively because of the tear, our lips came and opened up to join on each other, baciandoci ended up with gratitude the warm welcome of our bodies.
Is it not true that I have forgiven you!-Murmured on her cheek, leaning where I had to catch my breath-I suffered a lot when you told me you did not want more to do with me, you were wrong! "How was could this happen?-Johnny did not answer, looked at me and shook his head.
-All I can say is that I do not know and I can not answer! Just know that Alan has less than zero in my life .. and so was in passato.Quello we can do from now on é di avere fiducia in noi e sui nostri sentimenti!...Solo questo Orlando!-Com'erano profondi i suoi occhi mentre mi parlava.Era vero,l'unica strada che avevamo davanti era mettere noi davanti a tutto,ritrovare l'antica fiducia,sentire solo l'amore che provavamo l'uno per l'altro.Non esistevano spiegazioni,l'amore non si può spiegare,non é una lezione di matematica,ne si può imparare a memoria come una poesia,l'amore é una sensazione costante di volere appartenere all'altro,godere della sua presenza,della sua voce,e quando non c'é sognarlo .
-Sono disposto a mettere una pietra sopra tutto!-Dissi avvicinandomi.Mi stava guardando with an expression of happiness on volto.Ci embraced and remained so for a long time. Continue
Fandom: Real Person / au / slash / angst / emotional
Characters / Couples: Johnny Weir / Orlando Bloom
Rating: Orange
Disclaimers: This story is homosexual love, if it does not bother to read!
Summary: Sometimes, when one is young, impulsive You can make mistakes.
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