Fanfic If I had you!
Title: If I had you!
Fandom: Real Person / au / slash / angst / emotional
Characters / Couples: Johnny Weir / Orlando Bloom
Rating: Orange
Disclaimers: This story is homosexual love, if it does not bother to read!
Summary: Sometimes, when you're young, impulsivity can make mistakes.
If I had you! Part 26 °
Orlando
-A horrible day, one of those days to be deleted from the calendar! .. If I had the chance! - I thought this as I walked with a shaky hand to my trailer after a day at best little exhausting.
was a week that we were not camped in that place.
home in the heart of Africa was not exactly like living in New Jork and London, but between image and really stay there was an abyss.
The biggest problem was the scarcity of water.
For us, accustomed to the easy availability, and waste was torture. Many scenes highlight
needed to turn those original locations, if we wanted it to be credible.
We just have to swallow the complaints together with the dust that rose abundant during the chase scenes, trying to concentrate on doing a good job now without having to repeat many times. The phone call I received
Sebastian from the week before when we were still in the capital, to refer to its encounter with Johnny, I had thrown the most absolute uncertainty.
I could not believe what she told me: Johnny dressed like that I just could not imagine it, with heavy makeup and Alan in my apartment waiting for him to leave. Did attempt to give the best me, even though I had the tormented soul.
Throughout that week I had not been able to contact him in any way, and until we returned to base did not know if I could.
stayed in that place for ten days straight.
returned to my hotel I immediately asked if there were messages for me.
Two had arrived, sent both by Sebastian.
The first read: He went to school every day.
The second: She leaves school with Alan rising regularly your appartamento.Tra the two effusions esplicite.A soon
Sebastian.
I stayed with messages still in hand still for several seconds, then the fatigue that had made itself felt in the bones bully, or maybe hoping to find good news for Johnny m'aveva not feel it helped much.
I decided to go to my room.
Sitting on the bed I looked for his name in the phonebook of my mobile phone.
-Ready?! -
-Johnny .. I-I-
Orlando! Like .. To? ..-
because it seemed that he had a different voice?
-I'm fine and you? ... You have something to say?-Failed to prevent a bit of him that question point-blank.
There was a silence too long, then his voice, gaining a decided tone, was heard.
-In fact, there is something new ... and I think they expect you to do back in NJ is not very fair to you! -
-Speak! .. Hissed.
-is .. I do not know but maybe your remote to me .. somehow forced to shed light on some of my feelings towards you .. I am afraid that your interest in my problems has made me believe in love you! -
-What are you talking about Johnny? ... no longer want to be with me? .. That 's what you're trying to tell me? -
I stood with bated breath until I heard his answer.
-Si .. Orlando is right! .. I wish our story to end! -
For a while neither of breath, then spoke:
-Please forgive me .. but .. not I can do without!
He struggled to tell me that as soon as possible and that would have dislodged in any way I feel obliged to continue to help him financially.
-Please stop talking about that now! .. What do I care?-Snapped.
He remained silent waiting for me to speak.
-It 's true that you see with Alan? -
"Who told you!" Exclaimed.
-It 's true Johnny? .. It' s that?
-It! -
-Why?-Lo incalzai.
-I realized that basically I have a weakness for him - said
like a small thing.
-Do you remember that you almost raped?-I said, holding back the anger I felt mount.
-I think me and looked a little, maybe subconsciously I wanted to be taken by him in that way
..--I can not believe you can say that! .. Not having lived through that period in close contact with you have dried your endless tears, how abbiamo fatto all'amore io e te!..Tu devi essere impazzito Johnny!-
Restò in silenzio aspettando che fossi io a chiudere quella penosa conversazione.
-Adesso siamo troppo presi dagli eventi!..cerchiamo di parlarne domani con più calma vuoi?-Gli dissi con tono rabbonitore.
-Ok!-Disse.Poi come se si fosse ricordato all'ultimo momento disse:
-Accidenti!..Domani non posso...io te lo avrei detto..domani mi trasferisco a casa di Alan!-
-Tu che cosa?-Dissi assolutamente incredulo.
-Stò con lui adesso...e vuole che vada a star da lui!-
Strinsi forte il cellulare tra le dita.
-Allora mi chiamerai tu,quando vorrai!...Buonanotte!-
Non aspettai la sua response, and closed communication with anger.
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