If I had you! Part 30 °
Title: If I had you!
Fandom: Real Person / au / slash / angst / emotional
Characters / Couples: Johnny Weir / Orlando Bloom
Rating: Orange
Disclaimers: This story is homosexual love, if it does not bother to read!
Summary: Sometimes, when you're young, impulsivity can make mistakes.
Orlando walked away quickly from the parking lot.
While driving we were silent for the entire time until he turned to the right to put a secluded street. He stopped and turned off the
motore.Poi turned to me.
-So .. what do you say?-Churches impatient and grumpy.
I opened my mouth to speak, but I made the mistake of looking in his eyes.
-Where 's over the sweetness that I remembered?-I thought of with nostalgia.
His eyes were so severe, it ended up that I could no longer pull off a syllable, for fear of his reaction stopped me.
-I can not speak .. dammit! Angry with myself, I thought.
I would have slapped him alone at that moment! -I .. sorry but I do not know where to start ..! -
-Perhaps because you think that the end does not have enough nerve to tell another avalanche of lies! ... And so? "Said sarcastically.
-No, no .. please .. do not think this on me .. I swear ...-
-Alt! Johnny .. I've had enough .. I've definitely had enough of you, your subterfuge of your lies, your buddies ... worthy of you! you back! - Orlando
pr was restarting the engine.
I thought that if I lost that time I would not have one anymore, so, almost without realizing it, his arms wrapped around his shoulders, but I put that in the rush to stop it leaned on the side of his lips neck.
The smell penetrated me straight in the brain.
-not like you imagine! .. Listen to me, I whispered in his temple.
Keeping the arms pulled back from me though. Our eyes
met.
I did not understand what was at that moment in her eyes and think about it because I had no way of grabbing stronger pulled me to himself for gluing his mouth to mine.
I gasped as his lips pressed decided to open a path with his tongue, when he succeeded with his hand behind my neck, pushed her toward him and started kissing me deeply.
I gave up completely to his passion, I had wanted that moment, contact with his skin, the warmth of his arms, the touch of his hands.
beginning, when I met him, I wished to be loved and cherished I did not know its taste, I did not know how I would have kissed, but in those years away from him, the desire to know something now that tormented me constantly.
The storm was triggered suddenly ceased.
I pulled back sharply on their own, grabbed the keys in the picture and quickly put in motion, in a gallop away from that isolated place.
me back in the same place where I had taken.
Quickly he opened the car door on my side.
-Come down-M 'intimate.
jumped down without saying anything. Orlando
vanished from my sight.
-I do really scared!-Constatai bitterly.
At that time the disappointment was very strong for a few seconds I had the illusion that everything could go back to how it was before.
Maybe I'd earned, I wanted to force his hand, I was impatient, I would have to wait before I continue, that there had been between us was very important for both.
Orlando would never have forgiven him, let alone believed.
Orlando
Johnny was able to once again to undermine my balance, I spent a good part of that night thinking about him, what I had done to her mouth, sweet and moist.
I had been able to forget it in my mind I had done, but the instinct, as usual, I had pushed towards him.
I wanted yet, but what was worse I felt I love him more than before.
short, a tragedy. Thoughts swirled
:-E 'matured physically, he has lost those features childhood that struck me when I met him ... it's so much more attractive! -
Those three years were reduced to nothing, as if they had never lived away from him.
Thoughts came and went, making me endless speculation.
-I literally jumped on me .... just wants sex from me, I concluded by continuing to turn over in bed.
misunderstood what happened that night in the car.
thought I did not have anything to say to me, that was just an excuse to get closer and put into practice what his intentions were, that seduce me.
In the days that followed, sometimes we encounter on the job, but fortunately the scenes where we appeared together were few.
I took a bad habit to go and spy during the rehearsals of ballets.
gasped when I saw him dancing in a long time.
was developed many artists and his grace was not given to a gram.
He spent some time, but I could not forget that night in the car when I greedily kissed.
rejected the idea of wishful thinking, but even though I oppose with all their strength to that attraction, grew dramatically.
I could not as I should have to put myself in the character of the film that I was doing and it worries me.
I knew if I had not solved the problem I would have failed.
I thought that perhaps the only way to solve the problem was to satisfy my desire.
So I decided that I would try to take it to bed, without the complications of the heart.
I had given him a lot, now was his turn to repay. So I went
secretly, and invited him to my house for dinner.
He looked at me as if I had gone off his head but I ignored it and waited for what would be his obvious answer.
accepted and came away with me.
Continue
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