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If I had you!
Title: If I had you!
Fandom: Real Person / au / slash / angst / emotional
Characters / Couples: Johnny Weir / Orlando Bloom
Rating: Orange
Disclaimers: This story is homosexual love, if it does not bother to read!
Summary: Sometimes, when you're young, impulsivity can make mistakes.
29 ° part
Johnny
Finally life began to sorridermi.Quando was my turn to perform I went to audition in a panic, my legs felt weak and my stomach-not subbuglio.'ll never make it!-I kept telling myself in the head as m'avvicinavo the fateful door, hands umidissime did not want to know about dry so I resigned.
-Courage-Pensai.-You have nothing to lose .. there will be other opportunities! -
But I knew that this was a golden opportunity to participate in that project meant to move to Hollywood and from there take a fast track for my career.
-Avanti! .. It's up to you! He said one of them from the face square.
When I see those scenes in my head as the images are blurry, like old photos.
I vaguely recall that there was a dancer there on purpose to set an example.
It moved in a particular way, especially in the hand gestures.
find dancers who had a lot of grace, they were perfectly able to copy those postures, which were the basis of the original idea for the film coreogafie.
After five minutes I did go to another room where the final selection would take place.
We did try the steps with more complex parts of the body postures, especially of the trunk.
After another interminable wait I was told I had passed the audition.
I was given an appointment to work out the details, but I did everything automatically, I could not believe that I've made.
Later, in Hollywood, Orlando and I saw I was dying.
I was on the threshold of a study, along with some dancers who were with me the evidence.
We had stopped, driven by curiosity to see the actors rehearsed the scenes with the director.
Orlando rose from the floor above which had slipped as required by the scene and, when he turned, crossed my eyes in disbelief. A
the grimace of disappointment appeared on his face for a moment, then quickly looked away.
I left, my fault I did not want to lose concentration on what he was doing. I had the look
m'aveva got fixed in my head and it hurt me.
I thought that fate had put back on the same street and was not a good thing. Surely
Orlando felt resentment towards me or even hate, so I could not expect different attitude on his part.
I had it all set to provoke his resentment, but I had not had the opportunity to do so.
only prayed that one day, I had the courage to tell him how it went really hoping to be believed ... .
ORLANDO
-So Johnny was signed to my own film! The world is ... ; far too small!, I thought grimly.
I could not do anything but the best of a bad situation.
I only hoped there were not many opportunities to meet, agree could happen again, but now I knew of his presence and there was the element of surprise, I could make my own countermeasures.
By now distrusted him.
I tried to handle it wisely, but do not want a thought about him every now and then peeped out, "And so he managed to get out early to be writing in a major motion picture like this! Are coming true .. his dreams -
For a moment I felt a warmth radiating from my chest, I knew very well that feeling I felt when I was so happy for qualcosa.-Why do I'm so glad!? towards me .. he did not have many scruples! .. I used it as and when wanted! .. Fortunately, our paths are split, I can go on for me and for him ... its not looking back! -
That last consideration could calm down, I told myself that was not absolutely worth to be thinking about him, not anymore.
The next day I went to the studios for the tailor that I had to wear costumes in the film.
atrium, where I had an appointment with the assistant of the costume, there were many people. That first part of the evidence
costume was the most chaotic, but I knew from experience that it was chaos "orderly".
When finally ended after three hours with the costume I was exhausted, the tension was still high in those moments.
m'avviai So finally to my car close to where I made an unwelcome encounter.
Johnny was waiting, had a face like a beaten dog, but I am undaunted, after having made a slight nod my head, I opened the door and I proceeded to mount.
-Orlando! .. Wait! A moment ... please! - Sorry
-are quite in a hurry without looking ....!- said sharply.
-Please! .. Only an instant!-I pleaded.
I closed the door too hard, Johnny started.
-Hurry up please .. I'm already late, I lied.
-I talk to .... about something important!
-You have less than two minutes .. from this moment! I said bending the wrist to look at my watch.
Johnny's been a while wringing her hands.
-here though I do not think the right place and I can not tell you all in so little time! ... I ask you just to hear what I have to tell you then leave you in peace .. I promise! -
For a moment I did not speak, stared into her face was pale and his eyes were full of sadness, so I was told:-Fits! - not
if he did repeat a second time, in a moment he was sitting next to me.
While wearing a safety belt smell her perfume.
automatically turned her head towards him, which seemed not to notice, he kept his eyes pointed at the bottom of the car, being careful not to accidentally grazed.
-Let's get out of here! I said upset.
He nodded then dared raise his eyes to look.
Her green eyes shone through the gloom.
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